A lot of people on here started their blog or twitter account to survive infertility. I remember I started it to tell myself that I was more than my infertility. That was almost 2 years ago and I still go back and forth.
When I went through my myomectomy I briefly searched on twitter to find like minded ppl but there weren't any I thought. I didn't look too hard. After that came hematoma and then 4 canceled clomid cycles.
My first failed clomid cycle followed by my first iui. I was pregnant again and during those 4 weeks of roller coaster ride the infertility community found me.
I think it saved me to know I wasn't alone. I may be 1% of women that miscarry 3 consecutive times or more but I wasn't alone. Part of me wishes I was, for I wouldn't wish this on any one of these lovely women. But I wasn't alone.
There was relief, comfort in finding someone to talk to that understood. Last cycle I had tried talking to fertile women in real life and no one really got it. I wondered if I was over reacting with every high or low or they were under reacting. This cycle that just failed I didn't utter a word to anyone in real life, for I had twitter to share on.
Thank you to all you wonderful people for finding me, saving me and being my friends.